down

Tears rolled down
yet never did i frown.
Consequences of what i did
Should have put my feelings below the lid.

i tried to run away
to be more happy and gay.
But then your thoughts held me back
perhaps its strength that i lack.

Never did what ought to be done
just need the special someone
On whose shoulder i could cry,
and she would say its 'worth another try'.

Looking into the past
leaves me aghast.
Thinking of the time to come,
already leaves me numb.

Believe i would never change
understanding me is beyond her range.
Wish i could just tell
rather i would,in pain,yell.