instant insanity..........!!!

this untimely rains
find out who gains...
felt da absence of sumthin..
now i noe what was it..

smell da rain..
wish if i cud jus drain away my thots..
why doesnt dis always happen..
feels dat i m still alive..

all i can think of is
why cant i be dere with u..
enjoy da rains..
n forget the pains..

always thot of being carried away by winds..
[which wasnt possible!! :( ]
was gettin bored wit creepy stuff..
now got cooled by lazy rains
who tuk so long 2 cum!!

wish it always happend dis way..
dealt wit summers..
cometh da rains..
yes...pain brings joy...
now i noe !!!