it's over !

beyond the exception,
we laughed at the hypocrisy,
about people being so pretentious,
we talked about life,
about moments after goodbyes,
fought about decisions,
about how how we felt for each other..

And now the moment has come,
when words remain unspoken and
yet heart decides to keep quiet;
when you don't want any explanation,
just want the ice to break,and
deep in heart you know the moment has come
to walk away and try your best to forget..

Silence in crowds ,
inner voice yelling in pain,
feels like betrayed but
we do live through the pain,
tears roll down her cheeks,
said she it lessened the pain,
looked away from me,
said she,helped console her love,
and yet we say love is beautiful !

a new beginning ..

Missed opportunities,
unapologized deeds,
untold blunders,
hidden truths,
faked lies,
unwanted traits,
uncontrolled ways,
strayed thoughts,
deserted paths,
lost time !

an inconspicuous chance
to correct the wrong,
to change the bad,
to find the lost path,
to better the good,
to justify the rationale,
to improve self.
Beginning of a new dream,
to have a new perspective,
to take the dive,the
dive to exceed expectations;
to take the flight,the
flight to realize unfulfilled dreams;
to take the chance,the
chance to make things right !

beyond

Places beyond horizon,
thoughts beyond imagination,
beliefs beyond certainty.

Dreams beyond reality,
lines beyond straightness,
feelings beyond awareness.

Discussions beyond decision,
virtues beyond reverence,
miracles beyond reasoning.

Faith beyond existence,
hopes beyond possibility,
love beyond acceptance.

Deeds beyond greatness,
life beyond soul
and the realms of beyondness.

down

Tears rolled down
yet never did i frown.
Consequences of what i did
Should have put my feelings below the lid.

i tried to run away
to be more happy and gay.
But then your thoughts held me back
perhaps its strength that i lack.

Never did what ought to be done
just need the special someone
On whose shoulder i could cry,
and she would say its 'worth another try'.

Looking into the past
leaves me aghast.
Thinking of the time to come,
already leaves me numb.

Believe i would never change
understanding me is beyond her range.
Wish i could just tell
rather i would,in pain,yell.

Walk Along

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To realize those blurred dreams

to see those lost faces

to relive through the pains.

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To understand the vague thoughts

to enlghten my disillusioned mind

to ponder over my disinterest in life.

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To rationalize my life

to overcome my fears

to smaile and walk past the mistakes.

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To love back all those who care

to change the things the way

i want them to be.

the lost soul

Needs to know the meaning
the meaning of existence
of the need to stay
for even though it doesn't like the way.

Of all those who wandered aimlessly,
hopelessly waiting to disappear
of all those who lost the significance
off life , to hold and stay
and cherish the moments .

Having such thoughts in leisure
to stroll away to a different page,
to walk with someone who understands,
who can explain the weird life,
to rejoice with the face they
oft dreamt of , in open eyes .

Try the feeling of defeated ,of
how it feels to be lost in a jungle of dreams,
of memories from past , of hopes .
Wishes to be forgiven
for the broken promises,
for running away,for the unsaid words...

i feel

Never said the way i feel ,
telling would have made the pain heal,
We walked together talking about things
Wish i could tell the happiness it brings.

You say never say bye ,
well,if you'd said,i would die,
days would become difficult to be spent
unless i understand what this is to be meant !

Do you know how it feels
to be so close and yet so far ,
To say that i would be fine
just to see the smile on your face .

Only if i could explain
my desire to be lost ,
to be lost in your dreams ,
Well , only if you knew !