For

For the mistakes i made
i wish i could tell
how sorry i was..

For the feelings i hurt
i hope i could do
what you wished for..

For the dreams you believed in
i desire to get
a chance to fulfil those..

For the life you dreamt of
i pray to live
only with you..

For the songs you sung
i wish i could have you to
sing another one just for me ..

For the loneliness you suffered
i would live
all my life alone ..

For the smiles you lost
i wish i could give
all my happiness in return..

For all the faith you had
i believe i had
so that you COME BACK !

....

Tried to listen to YOU

inspite of such deafening noises ,

looked for YOU everywhere

but there was such blinding light..

Prayed that YOU hear me once

but there were so many of them to hear ,

wanted to restore my faith on YOU

but always got reason against it ..

Started believing nothing is predestined

its we who decide our life ,

and whatever happens unknowingly

we call it as FATE ..

But then i understand

it is our nature to put

blame on someone for our mistakes,

and then again , i want to feel YOU ..

Everyone comes back to YOU

at some point in life ,

why give them a chance

to go away from YOU ..

miss you... :'(

yes , it feels as if it was just yesterday

don't know what made me like you

but it was you that made my days

filled with joy n craziness

i still can't believe that you

aren't with me anymore

you could have give me another chance

to say the least

i know i was not the best for you

but its the nature's way..

you can't carry a filled pot to long distances

it would be tough to live with the best

how could you let your breathe

go so easily after all that we went through

the way i hit on you..

the sleepless nights that we spent together...

i forgot my present for you

indulged in enjoying every moment with you

how could you be so unfaithful and leave me

alone with just the signs of our togetherness

seeing anybody reminds me of you

can't get my head clear of your thoughts

is there a way to forget you ??

i'll leave playin CS :( :(

perhaps did this for my good

but how can i be good without you

i need a sound sleep but you

keep striking me althrough...

instant insanity..........!!!

this untimely rains
find out who gains...
felt da absence of sumthin..
now i noe what was it..

smell da rain..
wish if i cud jus drain away my thots..
why doesnt dis always happen..
feels dat i m still alive..

all i can think of is
why cant i be dere with u..
enjoy da rains..
n forget the pains..

always thot of being carried away by winds..
[which wasnt possible!! :( ]
was gettin bored wit creepy stuff..
now got cooled by lazy rains
who tuk so long 2 cum!!

wish it always happend dis way..
dealt wit summers..
cometh da rains..
yes...pain brings joy...
now i noe !!!

don't know....!!

Lost in crowds looking for you

With a pain in my heart..

i ended up here

Maybe this is what they call as fate!!

My thoughts are scattered

and i'm very restless..

Yes i know its tough

to get happiness without sorrows!!

There isn't a moment

when your memories aren't there..

But why this separation knowing that

we are destined to be together!!

I wait for you to come

and take my hands..

Perhaps with you my solitude will be

freshened with a tinge of togetherness!!

With you i will awaken to life

from a space full of voids..

with you i shall unravel

why some things are so obnoxious to the people!!

The time has come to take you with me

and wander through the meadows ..

Let silence speak and hear

what i wished to for so long !!

To feel the presence of the unseen

to be lost in the insensitive world..

Be enlightened with the truth

To be free from the strings that

keep me from losing myself to others!!

endless..

A WAIT FOR THE TIME TO COME
A WAIT FOR THE SUN TO RISE
TO BE FREE OF THOUGHTS
TO FEEL THE WARMTH
TO WALK ON THORNS
TO FACE THE REALITY.

A WAIT FOR THE TIME TO COME
TO HEAR WHAT’S NOT SAID
TO PIN THE BUBBLES OF ENERGY
TO BRAVE THE UNKNOWN
TO ENJOY THE SCENES
TO EMBRACE THE BREEZE.

A WAIT FOR THE TIME TO COME
TO FEEL THE PAIN
TO RELAX IN THE SHADOWS
TO LOOSEN DOWN WORRIES
TO REKINDLE FEELINGS
TO FIND MYSELF IN CROWDS.

A WAIT FOR THE TIME TO COME
TO WIPE AWAY TEARS
TO SEE THE END OF THINGS
TO BOW DOWN TO THE FORCES
TO BE LOST IN DREAMS
TO BE THE SELF THAT WAS ME.