down

Tears rolled down
yet never did i frown.
Consequences of what i did
Should have put my feelings below the lid.

i tried to run away
to be more happy and gay.
But then your thoughts held me back
perhaps its strength that i lack.

Never did what ought to be done
just need the special someone
On whose shoulder i could cry,
and she would say its 'worth another try'.

Looking into the past
leaves me aghast.
Thinking of the time to come,
already leaves me numb.

Believe i would never change
understanding me is beyond her range.
Wish i could just tell
rather i would,in pain,yell.

Walk Along

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To realize those blurred dreams

to see those lost faces

to relive through the pains.

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To understand the vague thoughts

to enlghten my disillusioned mind

to ponder over my disinterest in life.

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To rationalize my life

to overcome my fears

to smaile and walk past the mistakes.

Can't you just forget all

that i have done

just come and walk along with me.

To love back all those who care

to change the things the way

i want them to be.

the lost soul

Needs to know the meaning
the meaning of existence
of the need to stay
for even though it doesn't like the way.

Of all those who wandered aimlessly,
hopelessly waiting to disappear
of all those who lost the significance
off life , to hold and stay
and cherish the moments .

Having such thoughts in leisure
to stroll away to a different page,
to walk with someone who understands,
who can explain the weird life,
to rejoice with the face they
oft dreamt of , in open eyes .

Try the feeling of defeated ,of
how it feels to be lost in a jungle of dreams,
of memories from past , of hopes .
Wishes to be forgiven
for the broken promises,
for running away,for the unsaid words...

i feel

Never said the way i feel ,
telling would have made the pain heal,
We walked together talking about things
Wish i could tell the happiness it brings.

You say never say bye ,
well,if you'd said,i would die,
days would become difficult to be spent
unless i understand what this is to be meant !

Do you know how it feels
to be so close and yet so far ,
To say that i would be fine
just to see the smile on your face .

Only if i could explain
my desire to be lost ,
to be lost in your dreams ,
Well , only if you knew !

On the way to ...

Walked down the tough road
with dreams in my head ,
the longer i walked
darker the road became .

i take a short nap ,
someone says "son,keep walking"
i question His advice
only to find He is gone !

Wake up unwillingly to start again
find that darkness is terrifying,
i close my eyes again
and try to figure the path .

Well,now i understand my fear,
the fear that i may fail
But then as they say
you don't realize dreams without losing the way .

So,i just keep walking in the dark,
then i see a ray of light,
i see a bright rainbow ,
well, its no more a dream !!

For

For the mistakes i made
i wish i could tell
how sorry i was..

For the feelings i hurt
i hope i could do
what you wished for..

For the dreams you believed in
i desire to get
a chance to fulfil those..

For the life you dreamt of
i pray to live
only with you..

For the songs you sung
i wish i could have you to
sing another one just for me ..

For the loneliness you suffered
i would live
all my life alone ..

For the smiles you lost
i wish i could give
all my happiness in return..

For all the faith you had
i believe i had
so that you COME BACK !

....

Tried to listen to YOU

inspite of such deafening noises ,

looked for YOU everywhere

but there was such blinding light..

Prayed that YOU hear me once

but there were so many of them to hear ,

wanted to restore my faith on YOU

but always got reason against it ..

Started believing nothing is predestined

its we who decide our life ,

and whatever happens unknowingly

we call it as FATE ..

But then i understand

it is our nature to put

blame on someone for our mistakes,

and then again , i want to feel YOU ..

Everyone comes back to YOU

at some point in life ,

why give them a chance

to go away from YOU ..