the lost soul

Needs to know the meaning
the meaning of existence
of the need to stay
for even though it doesn't like the way.

Of all those who wandered aimlessly,
hopelessly waiting to disappear
of all those who lost the significance
off life , to hold and stay
and cherish the moments .

Having such thoughts in leisure
to stroll away to a different page,
to walk with someone who understands,
who can explain the weird life,
to rejoice with the face they
oft dreamt of , in open eyes .

Try the feeling of defeated ,of
how it feels to be lost in a jungle of dreams,
of memories from past , of hopes .
Wishes to be forgiven
for the broken promises,
for running away,for the unsaid words...

i feel

Never said the way i feel ,
telling would have made the pain heal,
We walked together talking about things
Wish i could tell the happiness it brings.

You say never say bye ,
well,if you'd said,i would die,
days would become difficult to be spent
unless i understand what this is to be meant !

Do you know how it feels
to be so close and yet so far ,
To say that i would be fine
just to see the smile on your face .

Only if i could explain
my desire to be lost ,
to be lost in your dreams ,
Well , only if you knew !

On the way to ...

Walked down the tough road
with dreams in my head ,
the longer i walked
darker the road became .

i take a short nap ,
someone says "son,keep walking"
i question His advice
only to find He is gone !

Wake up unwillingly to start again
find that darkness is terrifying,
i close my eyes again
and try to figure the path .

Well,now i understand my fear,
the fear that i may fail
But then as they say
you don't realize dreams without losing the way .

So,i just keep walking in the dark,
then i see a ray of light,
i see a bright rainbow ,
well, its no more a dream !!